Hi;
Thanks to everyone;
You're right, alcohol is a depressant and makes me stupid. Kinda like now. But I only do it six times a month, which will go down to four times in the very near future.
Ok, time for some tough love and absolute truths..
There is no schedule that forces you to drink. So...
Dude.
Just.
Stop.
Don't tell us you can't.
Don't tell us you can't afford help.
AA is free.