I'l almost echo what Les said, with a bit of modification - if you're really having a problem, reach out and get help. Some antidepressants do work wonderfully - but some people have to go through a couple to find the one that works for them.
But you don't have to fight through it yourself.
Hi;
Thanks to everyone;
You're right, alcohol is a depressant and makes me stupid. Kinda like now. But I only do it six times a month, which will go down to four times in the very near future.
Done all the antidepressants, don't seem to work on me, but I gotta stop listenin' to country music, always screws me up.
But anyone who likes the music I do has to have some issues.
This was me, twenty years ago.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtyJMii969E
On the bright side I can play pretty well. Love PRS guitars. Our band disbanded in Feb. We played a lot and actually got paid.
Been a bit of a tough year and I'm floundering, to much time on my hands.
Me and the other guitarist are going to form another band, hopefully we get some work ... we do have a good reputation.
Thanks for not beating me into the crapper.
I've always felt this forum is a kinder, gentler place, a little bit of a safe haven where a person can vent a little.
But, no more of this, pretty pathetic.
Thanks again.